Britney Spears says she probably won't perform again
Britney says she may never perform live again due to what she experienced during her conservatorship.
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Spears is once again pouring her heart out on social media.
The 40-year-old opened up about her strained relationship with her children, Sean Preston and Jayden James.
The teenagers appeared in a controversial ITV interview alongside their father, Kevin Federline.
Britney’s ex-husband revealed that the boys did not want to attend her wedding to Sam Asghari and they have been keeping their distance from the star.
The reason, Kevin explained, was because she showed too much of her body on social media.
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Her son Jayden later explained in a clip from the interview that they weren’t comfortable going to the wedding because other family members weren’t invited.
Britney says she doesn’t know what her purpose is now after not being able to see her sons.
The multi-platinum-selling artist reveals that at one point she had her sons “way more than Kevin”.
“People don’t remember that part because they always focus on the negative. But from when they were six to nine years old, I had them 70% of the time. Since they’ve been gone, I’ve honestly felt like a huge part of me has died. Like, literally, I have no purpose anymore. They were my joy. They were my everything. I looked forward to seeing them. That was what I lived for,” she said in a since-deleted audio clip.
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Britney shared another post in which she addressed how her conservatorship – which ended last year – affected her love for performing at shows and concerts, as well as making music videos.
She says she only liked one of the videos she recorded earlier on in her conservatorship.
“I will be honest in the beginning 13 years of conservatorship like 8 videos I only like one – Work B****h … the most offensive SO-CALLED professional pictures on every tour. I mean they could have at least cheated and retouched them for me … just saying … 2 day shoots for a new show in Vegas literally the worst ever … and me excited for the pictures for 5 months on tour … they never showed me any," she captioned a racy picture of herself.
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The singer says she doesn’t see herself performing live again.
“I’m pretty traumatised for life and yes I’m p***ed as f**k and no I won’t probably perform again just because I’m stubborn and I will make my point.”
Britney ended her post by taking a swipe at her father Jamie Spears. She explained she posted the nude picture of herself.
“Psss… and father the beautiful picture you guys put up of me in New York for Pepsi making me cry looking like an 80 years old… see this picture right here… kiss my God damn mother f**king ass you f**king bas***d,” she wrote.
Britney has since-deleted her caption.
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